darn wrists

so my carpal tunnel in my wrists is NOT getting better. in fact it's gotten worse in my left wrist. there's times when i can't even pick ellie up cuz my joint gives out. i'm going to the MD tomorrow to see what options i have. i'm hoping some physical therapy will do the trick. i definitely don't want to have to go more invasive, but also there's no way i could work with my wrists like they are now. so something will have to be done. let's hope i can avoid surgery.